Selfish, narcissistic, optimistic, I'm a mystic
Gods callin stars to the gate I must've missed it
W e e d mix it with lsd
Adderall and fireball that's how you get me nigga
Done with the games, I'm done with the games
I'm after the fame, just after the fame
Remember the name, remember the name
We're not the same, we're not the same
Slit both wrists spillin out what's inside
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive, hey
Slit both wrists spillin out what's inside
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive
Suicide suicide self righteous suicide (3x)
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive
I sold my soul to Lucifer just so I could be good with words
But that fucker made me the greatest rapper you've never heard
Dreams of milk and honey but I gotta get through sour curds
You whack rappers sheep, I'm just thinnin out the fuckin herd
Fuck what you heard
This is only the begginin
I be sippin n trippin my mental stay slippin
My phd in sinnin
I rap for dollar incentive
Burnin bridges as an incense
When I lost my innocence
The world started makin sense
Pity parties, becomin tardy I'm livin? Hardly
Head down grades up always sayin sorry
I'm fucking blessed, so why am I fucking stressed?
I swear if I lost my mind I would be less of a mess
Throw it back to the old days when I was suicidal
I found solace in the abyss just for a little while
Thought I was a waste of space
I didn't deserve my place
It took a fuckin intervention to show that wasn't the case
Ever since then the darkness has been my friend
I killed the old me so the new me could begin
Motherfuck depression so I dropped the smith n Wesson then I learned my fuckin lesson and instead picked up a pen
Slit both wrists spillin out what's inside
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive, hey
Slit both wrists spillin out what's inside
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive
Suicide suicide self righteous suicide (3x)
Gotta watch the life pour out of me to know that I'm alive
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